Life is so unpredictable! On Friday, I posted the attached quotes; about 3 hours later, I got really dizzy, and have been dealing with it since. I think it’s probably vertigo; I had issues with it at this time last year too.
I had all kinds of fun things planned for the weekend - it was PACKED - and instead, I’ve been at home since Friday. Washing my hair is similar to riding a roller coaster. I don’t feel sick - I just feel very dizzy. And it messed up my plans.
Times like this are the most difficult times for me to “choose joy.” We all have the times when we feel sorry for ourselves, when we don’t “feel like” choosing joy, when we feel like kicking the cat instead. You know it’s a rough day if I’m saying that! 🙂 And he is also being bad today so I do kind of want to kick him. 🙂
In my book of “fair”, dealing with cancer and getting shots in my eye (which is also blurry today) and Tucker’s upcoming heart cath is enough to deal with. I don’t need this stupid thing on top of it!!!
This is a great reminder that my emotions shouldn’t be in control; the circumstances don’t need to be in control. It’s not about life being unfair. 🙂 I have SO much to be thankful for, and that’s what I need to focus on; not the “unfair” list. God didn’t cause these issues but He knows where I am and He uses ALL things for good. He knows where you are too. I hope that is as much of a comfort to you as it is to me today.
“Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you. Stay alert! Watch out for your great enemy, the devil. He prowls around like a roaring lion, looking for someone to devour.” 1 Peter 5:7-8 NLT
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